Confirmed Chemical/Early Miscarriage

8 10 2008

My beta came back at 32.

I scheduled an in-person visit with my RE for October 27 with my DH.

I am way, way too sad to post anything more today. For the few of you that read my blog, thank you so much for your support. For those of you reading my blog looking for information, good luck and do not give up hope.


Low Beta

6 10 2008

Well, I got my beta – it is 34. I have to go back in Wednesday for another blood test. My heart continues to break.

I remember starting this IVF process thinking that if I were lucky enough to get pregnant – not that it would be easy – but since we had male factor, and I was fine, young, healthy and both of my sisters had babies easily – why wouldn’t I get and stay pregnant? These losses have shaken my core, they have changed the way I feel about life, the way I feel about people and certainly have changed the way I feel about myself.

I have no idea where we will go from here.